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  • 스타의 마약


    http://www.nocutnews.co.kr/show.asp?idx=2020968

    스타가 마약을 하거나 자살을 해서 비극적인 결말을 갖게 되는 경우는 그 인기가 식었을 경우이다. 그리고 자살하지 않고 마약도 하지 않은 건전한 결말을 갖는 날벼락 스타가 더 많다. 나이가 어리다고 해서 정치를 하지 말아야 한다면, 나이가 많다고 해서 정치를 하지 말아야 하는 이유도 있다. 얼마나 커야 정치를 할만한 나이가 되는 것인가.

  • 윈도우즈와 파이썬

    삽질일지.

    윈도우즈의 파일 이름에서는 공백문자와 \기호를 허용한다. 문제는, \기호는 탈출문자이고, 공백에도 의미가 있다는 점이다.

    내가 하려고 한 것은 여러개의 tif파일을 bmp로 바꾸는 프로그램을 Imagemagick을 사용하여 만드는 것이었다.

    cmd에서는 다음과 같이 명령을 하면 잘 된다.

    D:\>convert source.tif target.bmp

    문제는 이걸 파이썬에 넣었을 때의 문제였다.

    os.system(“convert ” + source + ” ” + target)

    위와 같이 넣으면 매개변수가 틀리다면서 오류가 나온다.

    그래서 대체 뭐가 틀렸길래 하면서

    D:\>convert

    이렇게 쳤더니 Imagematick의 convert에 대한 설명이 쭉 나온다.

    그래서, 파이썬에서

    os.system(“convert /?”)

    이렇게 실행시켰더니 FAT를 NTFS로 바꾸는 것에 관한 설명이 나왔다. 아뿔싸. 윈도우즈 기본 유틸에도 convert가 있구나. 그럼 cmd창에서 convert만 쳤을 때에도 저게 나와야지 왜 이때와 저때에 다른 명령어가 실행되는 것인가.

    그래서.

    os.system(“C:\Program Files\ImageMagick-6.7.4-Q16\convert.exe” + source + ” ” + target)

    이렇게 했더니 C:\Program은 명령어가 아니랜다. 뭣이?

    한참을 고민한 끝에, 윈도우즈에서 빈칸이 어떤 의미인가 깊이 생각한 후 다음과 같은 처방을 내렸다.

    os.system(‘\”C:\\Program Files\\ImageMagick-6.7.4-Q16\\convert.exe\” ‘ + source + ” ” + target)

    자세히 보면 \가 여러개 추가되어 있는 것을 발견할 수 있으며, 큰따옴표와 작은따옴표가 뒤섞여 있는 것을 발견할 수 있다. 파이썬에서 큰따옴표와 작은따옴표는 다른 의미를 갖고 있는데, 그에 대해서는 각자 탐구해 보도록 하자.

    빈칸을 파일 이름에 허락하면서 동시에 빈칸을 매개변수들의 구분자로 사용한 멍청한 MS의 뻘짓에 나 또한 삽질을 하였다.

  • 공산주의자


    http://www.newsis.com/ar_detail/view.html?pID=10300&cID=10302&ar_id=NISX20120103_0010121174

    시장에 의해 결정되는 가격을 “조절”할 수 있다는 것은 “조작”할 수도 있다는 뜻이다.

    그대는 허생인가 김일성인가.

  • 2012년

    드디어 왔다. 96년, 99년, 2000년에 이은 인생 네번째 멸망의 해.

    과연 올해는 세상이 멸망할 것인가 아니면 한국만 멸망할 것인가.

    둘 다 아니라면, 내 인생만 망하진 않겠지.

  • Academic statement



    Please provide a concise

    academic

    statement of your plans for graduate study, you r career goals, and how MSU’s
    graduate program will help you meet your career and educational objectives.


    Why do you want to study Physics at the
    graduate leve


    l?






    Describe any research experience, including
    conferences attended and papers published.





    State your area(s) of interest. If you are
    undecided, list all areas that appeal to you.








    In the future,
    I will be a physicist of the most creative scientist. I studied particle
    physics, which deals with pure quantum mechanical system, and worked in a
    laboratory, which uses extremely strong laser and generates high energy
    particles. What I notice from the experiences is that I like to find practical
    to objects that I apply theories that I learned and found. Solid state physics
    is appropriate for the purpose because it is easily verified by relatively
    smaller scale experiments than particle physics and high power laser science as
    well as knowledge in particle and laser physics is still effective and useful. Moreover,
    recent discoveries such as graphene and super-solid stimulate my curiosity. My
    interest is to apply theoretical method to solid state materials and confirm it
    from experiments in order to understand their physical characteristics.



    My first
    research was neutrino phenomenology and particle detector development in
    master’s course. In neutrino physics, I studied massive neutrinos and their mixing
    parameters. According to neutrino oscillation experiments, the interaction
    eigenstates of neutrinos are not the mass eigenstates as well as neutrinos must
    have non-zero masses. This mixing is similar structure to but much larger than
    that of quark sector. I assumed a model so called “complex quark-lepton
    complementarity” and derived the parameters from the model. The model is
    based on two ideas. One of them is that theoretical frame explaining quark
    sector, Cabbibo-Kobayashi-Maskawa matrix, is very similar to that of neutrino
    sector, Pontecorvo-Maki-Nakagawa-Sakata matrix. The matrices are factorized to
    three elementary rotation matrices(Eulerian rotation matrices) and one complex
    phase matrix. The other is that each sum of angles corresponding to the same
    elementary matrix in two mixing matrices is almost pi/4. This is called
    quark-lepton complementarity model. Because two matrices describe rotations in
    3-dimensional complex space, the complementarity can be generalized to 3-dimensional
    complex space and one of their eigenvectors can be taken as the axis of rotation.
    After taking the axis, we can determine rotation angles of two matrices around
    the axis. My argument is two angles have relation similar to Pythagorean
    theorem. The relation acts as a constraint to mixing angles, so unknown mixing
    parameters can be derived.



    In particle
    detector project, my task was to design detector chamber and to simulate
    current signal obtained by detector circuit originated from high energy cosmic
    ray. The chamber was type of multiwire proportional chamber. I made the chamber
    design with a computer aided design software. The chamber was operated in
    vacuum because high voltage was assigned to multi-wire and poor vacuum might
    cause to air breakdown. To obtain simulated signal, thanked to a simulation
    code developed by a member in my group, which traced pathes of charged
    particles induced by cosmic rays in the field, temporal charge signal was
    interpreted as current, which was converted to oscilloscope waveform after amplifier
    circuit by circuit simulation program.



    The second
    research was ultra-high power laser experiment. When I was in Advanced
    Photonics Research Institute, I participated in extremely intensive laser
    application experiments, which were particle acceleration and secondary radiation
    generation. In the experiments, my major tasks were to operate detectors and to
    analyse obtained signal. When a target is irradiated by extremely intensive and
    short laser pulse, charged particles are accelerated and secondary lights like
    water window x-ray and x-ray laser are generated by interaction between laser
    and plasma. To distinguish particle species, we developed Time-of-flight
    spectrometer and Thomson parabola spectrometer. In the development, I did
    assemble, examine, calibrate, and operate the detectors and wrote program code
    to diagnose characteristics of particles: energy, current, temperature,
    divergence, and spectrum. Another part of my tasks was to produce ultra-thin
    film of a few nm thickness to use as laser target. I made the film with
    spin-coating method from an organic polymer and multi-layer film of the polymer
    and metal with plasma enhanced chemical vapor deposition devices. The film was
    used as a target to accelerate heavy ions with relativistic kinetic energy. As
    a minor part of jobs, I was assistant manager of radiation safety: radioisotope
    management and radiation detector monitoring.



    As shown above,
    I am good at dealing with physical problems by mathematical, computational, and
    experimental methods because I have experienced both laboratories of theory and
    experiment. Even though portion for me to perform works related to solid state
    physics is small, my experience is benefit because when I try to solve a
    problem, it will allow me to approach different sight of view to traditional
    ways. Hence, I would propose and perform experiments to prove my theories and
    arguments.



    All in all, I
    was a generalist who is experienced in many fields: particle, plasma, optics,
    and nuclear physics and in various methodologies: theoretical, computational,
    and experimental researches. Now, I want to proceed a specialized physicist
    studying solid state material or heavy ion acceleration. Solid state physics Explaining
    my academic objectives concretely, I want to find mathematical structure to
    understand matters, to compute its physical properties using computational
    tools such as density functional theory if there is no analytic solution, and
    to prove it from experiments. My experiences will be helpful to research
    because broad experiences should give me creative ideas and solutions for the
    unsolved

  • Personal statement




    Your personal statement should include
    information about how your background and life experiences, including social,
    economic, cultural, familial, educational, or other opportunities or challenges
    motivated you to pursue a graduate degree.



    I will be a physicsist. Physics is most
    elementary among many fields of natural science. The law of physics affects
    everywhere and everything from motion of the universe to culture of the human.
    Even though many problems in physics has been solved, there are still many
    physics problems to be solved as well. I want to be a physicist to study the
    problems.


    In my early childhood, I was interested in
    stars and galaxies in the sky. As growing, I noticed that the physical law of
    the universe dominates them, so I chose to study physics because I wanted to
    know the law. In Chung-ang university, I found my mathematical talent and majored
    in physics and mathematics. I like physics more than mathematics because
    physics can be proven by experiments whereas mathematics can not. To study
    deeper physics, I entered graduate school for master’s degree of physics. In
    the graduate school, I studied both theoretical and experimental physics. This
    experience lead me to experimental laboratory, Advanced Photonics Research
    Institute. In the institute, I performed various tasks, for example,
    installation and operation of particle spectrometer, alignment and diagnosis of
    high power laser, and aquisition and analysis of signal data, the results from
    which were published to papers and patents.


    However, the job assigned to me was just to
    assist experiments and I could not take a chance to organize experiments with
    my proper idea. I suggested new optimization methods and processes and they
    were accepted. Although the suggestion made indeed improvement, it was not evaluated
    as my contribution because I was regarded as a technician, which supports senior
    researchers. It is not bad to assist researches, but it is more interesting and
    exciting for me to lead the researches. I want to propose and perform my proper
    theory and experiment.



    In order to be an independant scientist, I
    need to be trained professionally and to get Ph. D.. I can not be more
    passionable than now. My preparation is enough for advanced studying in
    graduate school. I can propose my theory and suggest experiment to prove it for
    a given physical problem.









  • 신년 다짐

    2012년에는…

    1. 멜로토피아 – 3년째 첫페이지. 무슨 고등학교 물리2 문제집도 아닌것이 진도가 안나가…

    2. 대학원 입학 – 가자. 공부하러.

    3. 체중감량 – 만인의 로망. 내년엔 60kg으로 나도 몸짱.

    4. 피아노 연습 – 이젠 해야하지 않나 하는 위기감.

    5. 애인 만들기 – 이미 늦었다. 서두르자.

    가볍게 이정도만. 너무 많이 다짐하면 못한다.

  • 창작의 고통

    대학원 진학용 자기소개서 쓰는중. 마감은 무려 내일. 그냥 입학시켜주시면 안되는 겁니까. 안되니까 쓰라고 하는 거겠지만.

    나는 왜 물리학자가 되려고 했던 것인가. 이에 대해 진솔한 대답은 도저히 공식적으로는 쓸 수가 없기 때문에 나의 열정과 동기를 찾아내기 위해 최근 3년간의 인생을 시나리오로 쓰는 중이다.

    왜 물리학자가 되려는가? – 물리 문제를 푸는 것 말고는 할줄아는게 뭐 딱히 없으니까.

    물리학이 좋은 이유는? – 어릴적부터 별에 관심이 많았던 학생인 저는 … = 상투적인데 사실이다. 어쩌지.

  • 누구인가

    그나저나 민주화의 큰 별이 졌는데 난 뭐하나.

  • 좋다고 하는 것들

    남자가 여자보다 좋다고 다들 남자아이를 낳아버리면 그 남자아이는 고생하게 된다.

    2000년에, 밀레니엄 베이비라고 해서 다들 행운을 바라며 아이들을 많이 낳았다. 그 애들 대학갈때 다른 연도에 태어난 애들보다 높은 경쟁률에 허덕이게 된다.

    올해도 무슨 흑룡의 해라고 해서 아이들 많이 낳을 기세인데, 그런거 다 피해서 낳는게 그 아이에게 행운을 가져다 주는 길이다.

    역발상은 사소한 것에서부터.